FOUND LOVE?!!

How often do you find

a person to fall in love with?

I found many, in past few years

they all tried to prove their love

Some couldn't resist me

others couldn't hate me less

So, I sit and filter all of 'em tonight

based on the intensity of their love and my pride

I sort them all in categories only three

of humour, sensitivity and mentality that's free!

The initial sorting gives me four names by far

to add on, two names are making me (already) sour!

The first one was teenage love

full of excitement and nervousness

We met, hugged and kissed

he went a step ahead and touched

It didn't bother me much in the start

but then with time

the mirror disgusted me

and I blamed my fucking heart!

This was the longest ill-fated relation I had

I thrust him out of my life; I thank my dad! 

Next was one too close to my heart

strange, I let it even start

But since it did, I thought it would never end

there was distance, but the relation won't bend!

Alas! Not everything happens as you wish

we wanted to hug and kiss and have fun around

1500 kilometres, with distance we were bound

We fought and argued. Oh fish!

Having said that, I never wanted to leave his side

but we bid farewell. (I still love him- I confide!)

Next was a disaster

which I don't even want to talk about

At first I found him witty

with time (like 2 weeks) he became shitty!

It was infatuation, he was full of lust

will make a friend kick my butt, oh I must!

I blame myself for wasting on him, my time

Trust me, he wasn't worth a dime!

Kicking him out of my life was not easy at all

A "no" seemed to have stabbed his ego, so tall!

The one I'll talk about now is strange

I was unaware, he was unexpected

Because I was broken from the last accident

he held me alright till I was fully mend!

He set me free yet held my hand

pushed from a cliff, danced till I landed on sand

He made me feel safe yet so vulnerable

not love; it just made him over-likable!

This one hasn't ended, 'coz it has to end anyway

I just wish that day is far far away!

P.S.:- Don't kill me if you find this utterly crazy or silly. I had to write it. :P

There is a name which I did not include; why? Coz I could never judge it. You know who you are! :)

Thanks for reading!